Thursday, October 31, 2013

Another Late

Late is like life update. So. Hi. Some stuff. I actually was typing this two/ fourweeks ago, but well, never got round to it. I think its a time for change. I need to buy new shoes too lol. And I needa swap and update my playlist. Sigh. After mother tongue, gotta settle the shoes. Props to Potenshiul Chairs for the shoe date last year. So long ago, we struggled. Here I am again though, mother tongue and pw. I'm resigned to possibly retaining or taking mt next year or both. But I guess it'll be alright.

I can't remember what I was typing,but here's what's on my mimd now I guess. As usual. Stream of consciousness ftw.

Also, I hit my 2gb of data. Dayum.

The year has been pretty up and down, with multiple great and multiple horrible moments. Thank you, PDS, for the amazing memories that we've forged this year. For the company of weirdos that formed. Thank you, Skynet Command, for the odd days and constant conversation of the outside world. And a major ILY to all the cliques and bunches I've seen and talked to, friends made over the years. I've been growing, and still keep growing, and I'm ever frateful that you're all not douchebags who hate people unlike you.

Special mentions. Right. I meant these honestly, and sarcasm is to prove a point. Love y'all.

First up, Yvonne. For making me feel less high horsey, for your constant arguments and your bitchiness. As much as I don't like to argue with you over and over, it kept me alive despite life's drear. Kudos to you for causing and resolving conflicts and making my life that much more awesome. A mention here goes to Wayne too, for similar reasons, and the faith you put in me. For the good days in secondary school too. Thank you, the both of you.

Second goes to Eileen. Darling, you worry a bit too much at times. You're an amazing and amazingly lazy writer, but you've been a fantastic friend despite last December's shenanigans. Thank you for being an amazing uplift when things were going down, and injecting a healthy dose of cynicism when I was too high to care. Though I was. In hindsight, I'd probably hurt myself less. But yes, thank you.

Thirdly, Ilyas, Sean, Timothy, Alex. TheFinalSay. Thank you for sticking though another unproductive year, that we somehow stuck together. We gotta jam, nuff said. And that ep won't record itself. I say About Geography is a go, Valley, Katabatic, Vesuvius. Dayum. I look forward to more time in studios and bedrooms with you guys. Shout out to Abdicated Throne here too, for the fun sesh, and Thomas the Death Engine, cuz promotion.

Fourth, for the random people that I talk to, especially whem I'm done. I'm an attention seeking bastard, but thank you for listening to me whine and bitch. This can stack with other towers. Lol. Wait towers? Fuck I'm tired haha! I meant tiers. Lulzy.

Fifth, the dota/debate guys. Dan and myo and kean mun. For the great male advice given regarding life, the fucking amazing company. The cynicism and the realism. Thank you guys for being a fucktastic distraction and the amazing time wasted on not wasting it. Cheers, glhf don't feed and stick around.

Lastly, to you, my dear. Or ex-dear. Thank you, for the five months together. Thank you, for being a close friend, confidant, and for allowing me to be the same. Thank you for the little reminders why I should live. The sadness and worry was worth it to me. I only wish you all the best now, to find your own happiness. Whatever you are, I will still care for you. I still love you, but in the way a brother loves his sister. I'll only miss the memories, good and bad. Thank you, and take care of yourself. You're too harsh on you.

This took forever. Next update soon probably.